PRIS is so bored now... rotting in office. Boyf is busy :( super sad cos no time to acc me. Sat went out to tamp to meet a friend... KELVIN. He ferried me around to pasir ris. watched a movie : the unborn. So scary la the show. KELVIN even told me its not going to be scary. Well he lied and he suffered the consequences: haha I scratched his hands till .... anyways hes was being really nice and we rode off to have prata around tamp area. His dumb bike stalled halfway. Went over to slack till morning. boyf is too too busy for me. I'm sad. And And And our mothsary is coming up I am not even confident we are going to celebrate it. But just Fuck it this is the bloody last chance I'm giving him and myself. If we don even meet on our monthsary wats the bloody point in having a r/s. Right ?

I'm too busy to blog recently... Attachment,Joel, New night job at new thai club.... omg I totally dun even have time to sleep. Anyways... just got back home from Joel's place.

Sat: Went for interview at tanjong pagar. Got the job. Thanks to Freddy for fighting a higher pay for me. Predicts that I will be so so busy that I dun even have time to slp. Well no choice.
Fight for the life that u want (thats what joel taught me). Gonna work superbly hard to earn money. Aft interview went shopping at whisma. Spent 51bucks at chomel. Finally it has been so long since i got accessories. On the way out saw ALEX TAN... quite awkward. Didn't know what to say to him and memories flowed back. It wasn until i was out of whisma and on the bus to meet Freddy before reality sinks in that I just saw someone I missed so much.

Dropped him a message and yeah i guess things are left better unsaid. Met up with Freddy and he was being an ass hole. Around 11 ciaozed to meet Joel Foo.... All i have to say is i had a magical night. I dun care if any one is reading this blog but all i wanna say is thanks JOEL FOO for being so sweet to me.

Busy Busy Busy. To: A I think is not very possible alr. since things have turn out that way. I will still miss you but ....

To: Joel Tks for all the love u are showering on me now. So glad I have a friend like u.

I gotta slp. Nights out are draining me. So tired now. PLAY on friday night with peeps. Thank god for friends like terrence and yao wen. They nv fail to make my day and brighten my life when jme and cass are not ard.

I'm stressed. Freaking stressed

Too many things happened within this short span of 3 days. I still can't define my feeling for A... Got a tattoo at FEP. Tks to Melvin my tattoo artist. i think its freaking nice. Jme accompanied me there and she witness my incoherrant side. The strong pris Jus fell. Too many feelings. complicated. To : A... i dun know i dun know if i should wait or...

Friday night at REBEL again. Even the bouncers know me alr. Have been there 3 weeks in a row. Hopping for a fourth. lolx. Any ways managed to know a taiwanese guy there. Shocked that someone actually tapped on my shoulders and commented that i had a nice tatt. Talked and he treated me to drinks... Any ways clubbing with gfs were great. Knowing CALVIN LING was great. But it will never be as great as the time i can spend with you A...

I miss you, I miss you, I miss you.
I'm a sucker for love.
I'm having a hard time taking a picture of my tattoo

whee I'm Happy bcause I know I'm gonna Flunk Food chem A. LOL

To: A... you know you are making it so difficult. Lets jus hang out and let loose

I'm going Clubbing again on Friday. Wit GFs maybe the person I really wanna see might come.

I'm screwed up. Can anyone tell me If i shld ink myself today ?

Gawd I'm just ranting nonsenscially

I'm drinking every weekend. This is so so so unlike me. And all because of ? I dun know either. Had a long long chat with A... ytd night. Feeling weird. He told me we are both afraid to love. He told me he liked me. He told me we are both complicated people thats y..... Should I feel happy cos I have all the freedom in the world now? Or should i feel sad that I couldn love the one that i wanted to. Confusion. And i hate this kinda feeling

Why is loving so difficult? Isn't it supposed to be easy and beautiful? He told me that the time we spent tgt were magical and memorable. And i shld just keep it as a memory? What does it fucking mean? Omg I'm so screwed.

Drinking session again on Friday. Wheets. JME I can't wait to see you LTR. So many stuffs to catch up. I'm sure you gonna kill me.

Gotta Mug alr. Paper is later at 5pm

I'm Feeling shitty I need to drink drink drink all my worries away. WEE!!! To that special someone, I'm gonna forget bout you alr. GAVE UP!!
I've decided that although I can't stop thinking bout u I'm prepared to wait I guess......

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